Her big blue eyes and wide smile were as
                                        bright as the hot afternoon sun
                                        Wednesday as Tara Eichinger Berendes --
                                        in a coma just a month ago -- took in an
                                        outdoor jazz concert in Los Gatos, her
                                        first trip off the grounds of Valley
                                        Medical Center since her July 2 arrival.
                                        
                              
                                  
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                                         Surrounded by her husband, Josh,
                                        relatives and friends, she sat in a
                                        wheelchair and easily carried on a
                                        conversation about her life since a June
                                        1 car accident, and a recovery that has
                                        been nothing short of remarkable. 
                                         
                                        ``I feel very frustrated at times
                                        because I want this all to go faster,''
                                        the upbeat 20-year-old said, ``but at
                                        the same time it's given me an
                                        appreciation of what it's like for
                                        people who are always in a wheelchair. I
                                        do feel lucky.'' 
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                                        On June 1 she and her husband were
                                        newlyweds on their way to a new home in
                                        Colorado when they were in a head-on car
                                        accident in Utah. Josh Berendes suffered
                                        modest injuries, but his wife was left
                                        in a coma for about six weeks. She
                                        slowly regained consciousness after
                                        being flown to VMC.
                                        Doctors say she suffered some brain
                                        damage, but her progress so far has been
                                        astounding.
                                        Now, with the help of physical
                                        therapists, she is taking steps on her
                                        own, crocheting a scarf and even cooking
                                        at classes at VMC that are part of her
                                        therapy.
                                        She is hoping to go home Aug. 26 and
                                        will continue to go back to VMC for
                                        outpatient therapy three times a week
                                        for several months after that. She and
                                        her husband will live in a cottage
                                        behind her grandfather's home in Monte
                                        Sereno where the young couple married in
                                        a garden nearby on May 22.
                                        On Wednesday she ate Kentucky Fried
                                        Chicken at the concert at Town Plaza
                                        Park. Her therapists, who had suggested
                                        the outing, took along four other brain
                                        injury patients from VMC.
                                        ``It's nice to be out of the hospital
                                        and feel normal,'' she said.
                                        Berendes said she looks forward to
                                        walking under her own power out of the
                                        hospital. ``I'm getting out in two weeks
                                        and one day, and I'm very excited. I
                                        can't wait to sleep in a big, king-size
                                        bed,'' said the 6-foot-3 former high
                                        school and college basketball player who
                                        grew up in Los Gatos.
                                        Berendes once had long blond hair and
                                        was a teen model. Now she wears a
                                        pressure mask that covers her head and
                                        much of her face to help heal the burned
                                        forehead she suffered in the fiery
                                        crash. But her exuberant expressions
                                        still shine through.
                                        ``Josh showed me pictures he took of
                                        me right after the accident, and my face
                                        looked terrible all over,'' she said.
                                        ``So now when I see this I look much
                                        better.''
                                        At some point soon, she wants to go
                                        to her favorite Los Gatos sushi bar
                                        (Sushi on the Run) and coffeehouse (Los
                                        Osos, The Great Bear), and play her beloved
                                        basketball.
                                        She added, ``I feel lucky with
                                        everything that's happened to me,
                                        because after all I realize that the
                                        other man in the accident died.''
                                        
                                          IF YOU'RE INTERESTED
                                          Donations can be made to: Tara
                                          Eichinger Berendes Recovery Fund, care
                                          of Wells Fargo Bank, 299 S. Main St.,
                                          Salt Lake City, Utah 84111. For more
                                          information, go to www.tarajosh.com.
                                         
                                        
                                        
                                        
                                          
                                            
                                            Contact
                                            Connie Skipitares at cskipitares@mercurynews.
                                            com or (408) 920-5647.